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21st Century Psychos Lead In3 by OrlandoBarros
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21CP cast by OrlandoBarros
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Sketchbook Sketch 22: Thor! by alessandromicelli Sketchbook Sketch 22: Thor! :iconalessandromicelli:alessandromicelli 89 18 SECRET AVENGERS 35 - page 15 by MatteoScalera SECRET AVENGERS 35 - page 15 :iconmatteoscalera:MatteoScalera 194 10 Secret Avengers 35 - page 2-3 by MatteoScalera Secret Avengers 35 - page 2-3 :iconmatteoscalera:MatteoScalera 507 32 bridge by theartofmike bridge :icontheartofmike:theartofmike 3 3 TROLL'S PANTRY face melt by mrdynamite TROLL'S PANTRY face melt :iconmrdynamite:mrdynamite 143 13 FUNHOLE snacks by mrdynamite FUNHOLE snacks :iconmrdynamite:mrdynamite 800 91 Uncanny X-force #03 by anklesnsocks Uncanny X-force #03 :iconanklesnsocks:anklesnsocks 830 28 Sketchbook Sketch 18: the War God by alessandromicelli Sketchbook Sketch 18: the War God :iconalessandromicelli:alessandromicelli 62 2 snowy lights by theartofmike snowy lights :icontheartofmike:theartofmike 1 0 collector by lackless collector :iconlackless:lackless 8,598 564 KittyPryde Markers by leinilyu KittyPryde Markers :iconleinilyu:leinilyu 1,051 65 Compositional Constitutional #2 by jeffwamester Compositional Constitutional #2 :iconjeffwamester:jeffwamester 330 35 Compositional Constititional #3 by jeffwamester Compositional Constititional #3 :iconjeffwamester:jeffwamester 264 27 Da Fu- did I do by A-Deadless-Mad-Man Da Fu- did I do :icona-deadless-mad-man:A-Deadless-Mad-Man 4 2 A simple moment of sincerity from: caos by andcore2 A simple moment of sincerity from: caos :iconandcore2:andcore2 6 0 Glory #30 by anklesnsocks Glory #30 :iconanklesnsocks:anklesnsocks 448 27

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It's been a while since I spent any time around these parts, and I really missed it. 2012 was the year when I finally started posting my work, and even started a webcomic, along with quite a few false starts.
And therein lie all my problems this year: lots of false starts. Wether by my fault or others, this was a horrible year for me. as proud of BrainMatter as I am, everything else this year felt like it fell apart in my hands, all opportunities turning to crap.
There's been quite a bit of bile building up inside me, these past few months, and it showed. I was feeling frustrated and powerless, and it looked to me like the world enjoyed taking me down. Paranoid depression and all that other stuff, people would say, but that's how I felt, and nothing I did seemed to address it.
It didn't matter if I was working on my day job or drawing, nothing I did was reflective of the anger I felt, making matters constantly worse. I didn't feel anything I was doing felt worthwhile, and my life kept spinning out of control. People disappointed, and relationships ruined, it was becoming clear to me I was the epicenter of my problems.
And I still couldn't bring anything I felt was truly reflective of me and my current situation to the table.
And then, one of my old ideas popped back up in my mind. Warped almost beyond recognition by the last few months, it felt more aggressive, faster, more muscular and more poisonous than anything I could think of. 21st Century Psychos, it called itself. All my inobjective frustrations, all of my anger at the world was clearly in its veins.
Making it hasn't been easy, though. Rewarding, most definitely, but not easy. It took me a month to write a chapter, after I thought I hade the whole thing mapped out. Took me much longer to find the visuals. But by God I finally started drawing it and it felt amazing. It's not easy, and it fights me at every step of the way, but it's damn fun and cathartic.
During the next week I'll be taking it to Kickstarter with hope that I'll manage to raise the money to finish and publish the thing. In the meanwhile, you'll be treated to some previews and such. Hopefully, you'll like it enough to support it and tell your friends about it.
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OrlandoBarros
Orlando Barros
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Portugal
Hey, I'm working towards the objective of a full time job as a cartoonist. What you see here is basically my portfolio, which I'll be updating regularly.
I am also very available for work and or comissions, so just send me a note, if you're interested.

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:iconnimeshmorarji:
NimeshMorarji Featured By Owner May 21, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch, i really apreciate it

Hope to see some comments (good or bad) on my work as well

If you have Facebook you can like me [link]
or if you have twitter you can follow me [link]


again, Thanks
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andcore2 Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2012
Obrigado pelo watch e favorito! ;)
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SpookyNedy Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2012  Student General Artist
Thank you very much for the watch !
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hardriff Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2012
gracias por el fav.. tambien por el watch, aprecio todo el apoyo
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uwontlikme Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You don't seem to have many watchers for such a talented artist.
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OrlandoBarros Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
well, i've pretty much just started, but thanks for the words
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Vilmy Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2012
thank you kindly for the watch :)
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OrlandoBarros Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
igualmente
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Ephynephryn Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2012   Digital Artist
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Ace-Continuado Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2012   Traditional Artist
Thanks for watching!
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